Overwhelm

Time goes by too quickly,

I don’t know what I’ve become.

I am overwhelmed, overwhelming.

I live by each day,

Without meaning but with one aim.

Be successful.

If you can still breath, you can still fight.

Fantasy

I imagine I'm a happy girl,

I picture myself in a happy town; living a happy life.

I am thinking about, what if......; what if.........

And what if...........;

That was my sweetest dreams;

The fantasy.

The reality, is never really so.

Go On

That, is impossible. So stop waiting and hoping.

Gotta go on.

somehow is not as easy as it seems.

screwed

Hey, somebody. won’t you save me?

cause I fear I might break, and I fear I can’t take it.

When you promised you wouldn't lie, not even about any tiny little things.

I took your words for it.

But it turns out, you keep lying, no doubts is only tiny little things.

You get it through when is tiny little lies, then a slightly bigger lie, then a even bigger lie...

You will just always be lying.

Yes some things are hard to tell, but it doesn't mean that you have to lie.

I am done with that, i don't need lies.

I want to move on.

I told you from the beginning.

let your beauty unfold

I know you’re somewhere out there, somewhere far away.

To know me deep inside, hear every thought; see every dream.

Give me wings when I want to fly.

Give me some faith, hold me tight.

A little tenderness, treat me right.

When it gets dark and when it gets cold; with you is where I’d rather be.

I will find you one day.

At night when the stars light up my room, I’m looking for something dumb to do.

There’s only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.

I’m running out of things to do, to get things off my mind.

It’s hard, it’s so hard.

It's not simple

It’s not that simple, to find a companion to converse with,

Especially after you have seen so much betrayal.

It’s not that simple, to be able to love.

Don’t like loneliness, but it becomes a habit.

take it

People betray people lie; people back-stab people has two faced.

I am sick of all this.

If I shut you out, that's who I have chose to become.

Take it.

start again

This is not the end, this is not the beginning.

Wishing I had strength to stand. It’s out of my control.

Flying at the speed of light.

So many things left unsaid, it’s hard to let go.

All I want to do is trade this life for something new.

Holding on to what I haven’t got.

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong.

All caught up in the eye of the storm.

Trying to figure out what it’s like for you moving on,

And I don’t even know what kind of things I’ve said.

My mouth keeps moving and my mind went dead,

So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?

The hardest part of ending is starting again.

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I am confused.

Can I go away for a moment?

I am so confused...

Sorry, I couldn't make it.

I just can't feel it.

I have a heart of a stone.

Sorry I gotta do this to you.

I just can't feel it.

I am sorry.

I don't know

What am I in ten years?

What should I do as a career?

What is my life by then?

Tell me.

As I have no idea.

In my mind, it doesn’t matter what I do what is my career.

As long as, I m successful.

But it seems that, it not as easy as I think.

I have to make a choice.

Which I really have no idea.

I don’t know.

What am I good at?

I don’t know.

What am I interested in?

I don’t know.

What I would like to do?

I don’t know.

Yea. I don’t know.

SHOOT ME!!

Boredom triggers this

Someone once told me, there is a difference between

‘I miss you’ and ‘miss you’

‘I love you’ and love you’

Someone once told me, the relationship of 2 people above friend and below couple is most interesting and excited.

Someone once told me, being in a relationship diverge your concentration.

Someone once told me, a zealous kiss on the forehead shoo away nightmares.

Random post, because I am bored.

Believe

For a lot of things, we think but never really do it.

For a lot of things, we think but never really speak out.

Words are easy to say; promises are easy to make.

But somehow, taking actions are the tough part.

We have doubts.

We doubt ourselves, we doubt our decisions,

We doubt; we hold back.

We doubt; we stay put.

Think.

When we were still a kid, everything is possible.

You put blanket over your back, and then you become a superman.

You climb up a tree, not knowing that you might fall, you simply made it.

You just had an idea ad made it happened, because you believe.

As you grow up, things seem to be a little different.

You doubt, you don’t take action.

It is never too late, you just need to have an idea and make it happen.

You can, if you believe.

Live without regrets, just do it! Make it happen.

Take note when your heart speaks.

Believe.

We just have to believe.

I dare not

I dare not say I will make you’ll proud one day.

But surely l will try.

I dare not fought you or go against you.

But surely I will not follow blindly.

Once fail does not meant forever,

Perhaps is a detour; a turn-over.

Give me a chance. Allow me.

To show; to prove.

I dare not promised you I will be something someday.

But surely I will try.

Somehow; somewhat.

One way or another.

I will try.

I am sorry.

I can't find the crack

I’ve come to my senses.

You said I’ve gone mad.

Have you ever think of my situation?

If I had set myself and push myself to do it,

Why don’t you allow me trying?

I’ve told you more than a million times.

It strikes my heart, every single time you said that to me.

I can’t find that crack.

I don’t understand.

I don’t know how.

I don’t know why.

Tell me what you want. Tell me what I want.

Is my dream, is something that follows me for a long time. In fact, till my death.

I could go on no more.

Not without knowing which is my way out.

Show me. Tell me.

I’ve been turning around the same bush for a long time.

I can’t find that crack.

Or maybe, I can’t find yours.

Kiss me on my forehead.