you actually regretted

until yesterday night only i know that you actually regretted, you actually wanted to do so when i think so.... But at last you did not.. Don't dwell in the past, concentrate in mind of the present, okiex...? everything just 'follow the flow'... Don't think so much let it go, is too late that now only you let me know..

''Don't dwell in the past, concentrate in mind of the present''

Sushii king

A short meeting at Sushii King with the manager, Kervin Tan.. Wearing that 'shower cap' is because we have a visit into the kitchen.. I will start working as a service crew from Monday.. LOL! Well, this is just to pass time.. Is just too bored staying at home doing nothing..

journey of life

''Challenges are part of life, take each step forward as a challenge and it will only lead you closer to what you dream of''.. In my journey of life, is just the beginning where you have to build up the base which is the basics of life journey.. The basic of life journey is very important, it is the most influential part for the rest of our life.. A dull or bright future is all depend on the basic you build.. Meanwhile, this part is also the most pressured, most headache, most annoying thing.. For those who clearly know what they want and dream for is much more easier compared to those who still without directions.. Those who don't know what to continue with drown in pressure and questions.. Is way too challenging yet difficult to make a choice.. I have a friend who have a dad everyday asking her the same thing, nagging about the same point which is way too annoying.. This father never try to understand his daughter situation and the pressure she is confronting.. Don't think that she don't want to come out with a wise choice, is just that she is afraid to make this step, once is not a wise choice is a wrong decision, her journey of life will be even tougher and bitter in the coming days.. Hmm, for me.. I am not so sure.., there's no worries just that i am afraid I can't manage.. Hopefully everything turn up like what I always dream of.. I am still judging, considering and thinking... -end-

I want to work to keep things out of my mind, don't stop me from working.. No matter how loud you shouted at me, i insisted to work... Keeping myself busy chill me down yet chill my mind as well..

The unavoidable facts

For him, what he do is always the right thing to do while what i do are never right.. Things that i wanted to do or already did is never right.. Everything is like, 'no cannot' ; 'nah you can't do that' ; 'no no no, let him take it' ; 'give him give him'... Whatever he ask for, he will most probably gets it while when i am asking for something, most probably, i won't get it... This is the unchanged theory in my life and is an unavoidable facts.. Caged in old fashion parental theory..

This is how it end up

life sucks..!

Each of us is stuck being who we are.. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are.. If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. But if you're a an unhappy person, you wonder if anything will ever change., and the unavoidable reality..

I hate Smokers...

Say 'NO' to smoking, never try or even think of trying.. It smells, very badly.. Not even that, smoking causes immediate effects on the smoker's body. It constricts the airways of the lungs. It increases the smoker's heart rate. It elevates the smoker's blood pressure. The carbon monoxide in tobacco smoke deprives the tissues of the smoker's body of much-needed oxygen. The worse thing is, smoking harms not just the smoker, but also family members, coworkers and others who breathe the smoker's cigarette smoke which called secondhand smoke. Say 'NO' to cigarettes..!