Listen

Put my ear down close to my soul and listen hard.

When I do things from my soul I feel a river moving in me, a joy. When action come from another section, the feeling disappear. Upturned towards the sun, eyes closed. That color and warmth I see and feel is the soul on fire. If only it remained when again my eyes opened. Soul shadows us everywhere; soul is a force that light up a town.

Worry ducks when purpose flies overhead.

Empty, strike out across the field.

Comfort, leave me behind.

Pressure and tired knock on my door.

I am searching, discovering the wonderful.

Patience. Be patient toward all that is unsolved in my heart. What I am running from, to and why. I shall not seek for the answer which cannot be given me because I would not be able to live them. Perhaps, I might find them gradually without noticing it and live along some distant day into the answer.

I wish to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.

I am afraid of thinking. But when your heart speak and whisper, do take good notes.

Time doesn't stop for anyone, and we move on as seconds passes by.

If you aren’t sure what you’re doing, you might as well work on what you want to do.

I wish I could be closer, to the sky with twinkling stars.

I wish I could live in the room where I awake to the crack of dawn, the balcony where I can witness the nightfall.

I wish I could walk with my dear one along the beach, the fine sand the sea breeze the crystal clear sea.

I wish i could go around the world with my sweetheart to witness all the wonderful scenery.

I wish I could sit by the bay leaning on my dearest's chest.

I wish I could have my loved one by my side to hold me tight; to pampered me; to walk with me; to stay with me; to love and care for me.

Sometime somewhere somehow, I need a shoulder.

Adorable.

We are unique

I’m still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be, for I have also learned from experience that that greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions and not upon our circumstances.

I shall not let all things bother me. I should be grateful to those who have denounced me, for they have increased my wisdom and concentration. I should be grateful to those who have made me stumble, for they have strengthened my ability. I should be grateful to those who have abandoned me, for they have taught me to be independent. I should be grateful to those who have deceived me, for they have deepened my insight. I should also be grateful to those who have hurt me, for they have reinforced my determination.

In life, people comes and go, those who doesn’t stay are those who does not matter and those who stay are those we should appreciate. Things happen for a reason, may I have the wisdom to face the reality and accept the true nature of things. I shall not play the blame game and I shall not whine, things happen for a reason. Is never the loss that counts, is always the gain that matters.

For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us but not drown us. I was always looking outside myself for strength and confident, but it comes from within, it is there all the time.

The bird of paradise alights only upon hand that does not grasp. When things don’t seem to go right, there is always another way. Like a blanket to short, you pull it up and your toes rebel. You yank it down and shivers meander about your shoulder, but cheerful folks draw their knees up and pass a comfortable night. A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles then any wonder drug.

May this be a reminder to me and to those who in need. Take each step forward as a challenge, let in the good times and get through the bad. Believe in yourself that you are full of untapped potential. We are unique.

friends..

My sister and I at the airport sending my dad off to Singapore. Melisa, Fi and I at bangsar village after chemistry unit1 paper. Furball, Fi and I at nasi lemak antarabangsa.

♥ wish i could keep that much longer ♥

silly but make us smile and stay

As sweet and musical, when love speaks, makes heaven drowsy with the harmony.
The memories gather like drifting snow.
It was a durable fire, ever burning in the mind, never sick never old never dead.
It enables us to put the deepest feelings and fears in the palm of each other’s hand.
Little by little, like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies.
The irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Those days, were silly but it make us smile and stay.
We are not the same person this year as last.
Some might think holding on make us stronger, but sometimes it is letting go that make life better.
I once don’t want to say goodbye, you’re the one who set it up and you’re the one to make it stop.
What meant to be will always find a way.
I wish you could know how much I love those smile.
We flatter those we scarcely know, we please the fleeting guest.
And deal full many a thoughtless blow, to those who love us best.
Let’s let it be and see how it goes, we shall too move on.

Dumb Dumb

Knowing that my dad is in hardship but I just don’t seems to be doing any good in those papers.

Sad, guilt and fear

Guilt,
Surrounding me.
Fear,
Burst through me.
I could have done better.
I’m really sorry, my parents my friends my lecturers,
I’m sorry, my Lord.
I couldn’t explain the feeling I felt under my heart,
I’m shivering as I’m scared.
I’m guilty as I never try.
Is too late for me to realized,
Delightful conversation with you tonight,
Make me realized.
Set that as target take you as reflect.
Hoping to be better one night.
Is time to wake up from the days you just play play play and play.
Is time to be serious and chase back the days.
I’m sorry and I know I was wrong,
Please do not give up on me, have mercy on me, be there for me, support me, encourage me, help me, remind me, control me, tell me, explain to me, stay with me!