Defying gravity

Too late for second guessing; too late to go back to sleep.

It’s time to trust my instincts, close my eyes, and leap!

It’s time to try, defying gravity.

I think I’ll try, defying gravity.

Kiss me goodbye, defying gravity.

And you won’t bring me down.

I’m through accepting limits, because someone says they’re so

Some things I cannot change, but I’ll try, I’ll never know.

Too long I’ve been afraid of losing love I guess I’ve lost.

Well, if that’s love, it comes at much too high a cost!

I’d sooner buy, defying gravity.

It’s time to try, defying gravity.

I think I’ll try, defying gravity.

And you won’t bring me down.

Everybody, let's see.
Is time to pull you down to hell.

I hold em'

Listen,

Let go your attachment to being right, don't crippled by your own judgement.

You don't judge me as you not know me.

Whatever Befalls

I hold it true, whatever befalls; I feel it, when I sorrow the most.

I have wished to understand the hearts of people.

I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,

But always pity brought me back to earth;

Cries of pain reverberated in my heart

Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed.

Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace and gratitude.

This has been my life, I found it worth living.

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven.

A time to be born and a time to die;

A time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted;

A time to kill and a time to heal;

A time to break down and a time to build up;

A time to weep and a time to laugh;

A time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing.

Life is a quest.

I hold it true, whatever befalls.

Heartbreaking

Father, look at me please.

Is heartbreaking, for always being the last for everything, every time.

I never expect anything more, but I really can bear no more.

I cried a tear, I was confused.

Please give me the strength, to stand alone again. To face the world, out on my own again.

I needed it, so much. And I can’t believe it’s true. I needed it.

I’ll never live what should I feel, and I never find someone who really care.

Please held my hand, when is cold; when I am lost.

Please take me home and give me love, when I am empty; and turn my light back into truth again.

Tell me now, how do I…..

Dream

Dream,

I want to travel around the world, to see every corner.

I want to look at the same sky from different places.

I want to meet all people with different cultures and different background.

Dream,

I want to jump off from the world tallest bungee jump in Macau.

I want to ride the world toughest rodeo.

I want to witness the world heritage.

The rainforest, the desert, the cave and etc.

I want to taste all food along the way.

I want to take millions of photos wherever I go.

Everything everywhere.

My first trip outside of Malaysia was in 1997, I went to Beijing, China to see the Great Wall of China. Followed by Pattaya and Phuket, Thailand; Batam, Indonesia. Then I’ve been to London, too see the tower of London, eye of London, and the big Ben. I’ve been to Glasgow, Scotland for the third time. I’ve visited Melbourne, Australia, the Great Ocean Road and the Philip Island. Recently I’ve visited Hong Kong and Macau.

Dream.

Unspoken words

Today’s sky seems too blue, clouds seem too white and the sun seems too bright.

When I smile to you, it doesn’t mean that I am all fine.

I pick it up after dropping it down, I drop it down after picking it up, and then I pick it up again.

I restore it after deleting it, I delete it after restoring it, and then I restore it again.

My world, you don’t bother; your world, I am not allowed. But somehow, I am still holding a hope.

I am holding a dream, since ever; till ever.

I am afraid of the answer therefore I am afraid to ask.

I am afraid of the fact therefore I am afraid to stop running.

How I wish you could know, there is so much words left unspoken,

How I wish you could know, there is so much more left undone.

How I wish you could know.

How I wish you could……