since I've completed national service, I've to move on to my next step, which is very difficult to decide.. This is really very tough for me as i really don't know what i afford to do., i get no supports from families but only from my respective coaches.. my coaches gives me a lot of ideas but i still can't find my way out.. no matter what i consider bout, i get no support which makes me afraid to step forward, I'm afraid that i might walk the wrong step that cause accident happens.. My mind is a total blank cause i always get objections.. i really don't know what else can i do as i already lost the rest of my confidence, i have no more strength to build up, please give me a break.! as life goes on, i realized i did NOTHING well.. I love challenges.., curiosity.. what can i do...? # may God lead me to a correct path, Amen.. i am really tired of all this, i just want my life to be simple, families, at least give me some support instead of beating me down n drown the rest of my confidence yet strength.. Please give me some air, find me a window that allows me to get some fresh air, thank you very much....
"hope everything will be just fine and I've made the right choice"
Friday, March 20, 2009
little commens
13 March:
being in love conjures images of happiness, devotion, tenderness and an undying desire to be with someone forever. it dots our life with memories of people, places and moments.. it takes us as high as we could possibly go on the wings of emotion and drops us to the every depths of despair when it is heart wrenching taken from us.. we feel as though our heart shatters into a thousand pieces and then we very possibly fall in love again..remember those special moments when we were falling in loves, or being in love? these moments sing to us.. they fill us up till we overflow.. we get intoxicated~ you smile for no reason, you feel as though you are fleeting, the breeze carries your face; the sunshine warms you.. being near, you can hear yourself better when you rest your head on the shoulder, you hear your heartbeat and all the beats its skipped. going out for every meals is heavenly, the foods somehow taste better, the restaurant more romantic, even the waiter don't seems so annoying.. you get lost when you look at him, you can't seems to turn away, NO, you don't want to turn away, you like looking at him.. we laugh at the jokes aren't funny we'd laugh at how not funny they are.. laughter is effortless, you remember feeling comfortable with him, yet at the same time feeling embarrassed and shy..
being in love conjures images of happiness, devotion, tenderness and an undying desire to be with someone forever. it dots our life with memories of people, places and moments.. it takes us as high as we could possibly go on the wings of emotion and drops us to the every depths of despair when it is heart wrenching taken from us.. we feel as though our heart shatters into a thousand pieces and then we very possibly fall in love again..remember those special moments when we were falling in loves, or being in love? these moments sing to us.. they fill us up till we overflow.. we get intoxicated~ you smile for no reason, you feel as though you are fleeting, the breeze carries your face; the sunshine warms you.. being near, you can hear yourself better when you rest your head on the shoulder, you hear your heartbeat and all the beats its skipped. going out for every meals is heavenly, the foods somehow taste better, the restaurant more romantic, even the waiter don't seems so annoying.. you get lost when you look at him, you can't seems to turn away, NO, you don't want to turn away, you like looking at him.. we laugh at the jokes aren't funny we'd laugh at how not funny they are.. laughter is effortless, you remember feeling comfortable with him, yet at the same time feeling embarrassed and shy..
tomorrow is a new day
12th March:
at times, things aren't the way u hope it would be, and that's the time u have to tell yourself things will be better, no one says is easy, but take each step forward as a challenge, learn from difficulties, grow in courage.. keep believing in yourself, stay focus on what and how u want your life to be.. challenges are part of life's journey which will only kead u closer to what u dream to have and be..
"things will be better. life goes on"
"she who loses faith, loses ALL"
#may every sunrise and sunset gives me power and strength to go through every challenge and road blocks in my life, Amen...
at times, things aren't the way u hope it would be, and that's the time u have to tell yourself things will be better, no one says is easy, but take each step forward as a challenge, learn from difficulties, grow in courage.. keep believing in yourself, stay focus on what and how u want your life to be.. challenges are part of life's journey which will only kead u closer to what u dream to have and be..
"things will be better. life goes on"
"she who loses faith, loses ALL"
#may every sunrise and sunset gives me power and strength to go through every challenge and road blocks in my life, Amen...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
brand new start
i walked over the dark, and now is a brighter day, a brand new start..
nice and fresh again, LOL... :)
nice and fresh again, LOL... :)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
i never thought of letting you go..
everyone is asking me the same question for the past two weeks, and i have thought bout this question for two weeks... the answer is, i never thought of letting you go..
i never thought of forgetting you, i am comfortable with you..
just that our label has change and that's all.. all the others will still be the same like last time..
this is my decision, i never thought of letting you go..
God bless..~
i never thought of forgetting you, i am comfortable with you..
just that our label has change and that's all.. all the others will still be the same like last time..
this is my decision, i never thought of letting you go..
God bless..~
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
i need strength
and now,
may every sun raise and sunset gives me power to go through all the challenges and road blocks in my life..
may my family and friends gives me more of their love and support..
may i have the strength to go on,....
thank God...~
may every sun raise and sunset gives me power to go through all the challenges and road blocks in my life..
may my family and friends gives me more of their love and support..
may i have the strength to go on,....
thank God...~
me and you
may every sun raise and sunset gives you power to bring down all yr challengers and go through every road blocks in yr life.. may yr days fill with laughter, joy and happiness..
wishing you all the best in everything..
'we' are over, come to the end..
from now on, is just 'me' and 'you'.., no longer 'we'...
you for me, me for you,.... is the past.....~
thanks for every happy moment you gave me, i totally appreciates..
i love you., my friend...
wishing you all the best in everything..
'we' are over, come to the end..
from now on, is just 'me' and 'you'.., no longer 'we'...
you for me, me for you,.... is the past.....~
thanks for every happy moment you gave me, i totally appreciates..
i love you., my friend...
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