since I've completed national service, I've to move on to my next step, which is very difficult to decide.. This is really very tough for me as i really don't know what i afford to do., i get no supports from families but only from my respective coaches.. my coaches gives me a lot of ideas but i still can't find my way out.. no matter what i consider bout, i get no support which makes me afraid to step forward, I'm afraid that i might walk the wrong step that cause accident happens.. My mind is a total blank cause i always get objections.. i really don't know what else can i do as i already lost the rest of my confidence, i have no more strength to build up, please give me a break.! as life goes on, i realized i did NOTHING well.. I love challenges.., curiosity.. what can i do...? # may God lead me to a correct path, Amen.. i am really tired of all this, i just want my life to be simple, families, at least give me some support instead of beating me down n drown the rest of my confidence yet strength.. Please give me some air, find me a window that allows me to get some fresh air, thank you very much....
"hope everything will be just fine and I've made the right choice"
