today

Today seems to be a little too calm,
Stillness
But I like every moment in the silence.
Woke up to a beautiful morning,
Crack of dawn out the window
Make another magnificent day.

Step into the house after lunch,
Not liking the muddle everywhere.
Stuff undone had done
Stuff had to be done undone.

You
Plan your expedition base on a woman
Humiliation

Looking forward to a day
The day that I m home
A place with warmth and love
Without cold and hate
With parents and friends
Food and Christmas present.

Couldn't put in plain words
The feeling I felt
Just loving it
May time just stop here?
Without stress and tension
Without worried and thoughts
Breathtaking Monday

Pay your respect

Paying your respect isn't a difficult task.

So please. For Christ's sake.

Pay your respect, even the least, is more than enough.

Somehow,

I can't care too much

even I'm in charge.

And this is difficult.

*tutup mata*

Cloudy day

These days seems to be a little too stressful.

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Looking at the notes and the books,

Looking at the smart asses,

I just feel like smacking their butt

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Whenever I feel gloomy,

a great bowl of tau fu fa will do great to boost my mood. Edamame will be an alternative.

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" out of difficulties, make miracles "

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A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles then any wonder drug.

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By changing the inner attitudes of one's minds, can change the aspects of one's lives.

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Live up to your potential instead of imitating someone else's.

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I'm still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be, for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions and not upon our circumstances.

Wake up in the morning, kiss you on the forehead, wish you a good day.

Upon thy cheek, I lay a zealous kiss.

A little of flower

Past two weeks seems to be a little not the same. And I've come to realised that all it need is just positive thinking.

Big thank to you who care and make talking to you so much fun.

The bird of paradise alights only upon the hand that does not grasp.

I never choose to spill my thoughts to anyone but you made me spilt on you. I somehow felt so good and never so good.

Life should have some sunshine and some flowers.

When it comes to a day when you feel not right, I know I have you here just here to help. You settle problems when you can handle it and you don't touch it when it handles you. The miracle is not to fly in the air, or walk on the water, but to walk on the earth. Forgive, my little jokes on thee, and I'll forgive thy great big one on me. I've promised, yes, I will try to be. You said you know and you understand, as we are similar before.

Like a blanket too short, you pull it up and your toes rebel. You yank it down and shivers meander about your shoulder, but cheerful folks draw their knees up and pass a comfortable night, is just all, in the mind. I sense and you sense too, you taught me something and i know you want me to get that. Yes, i get that. In every sense, there should be doubt. As we struggle to make sense of things, life looks on in repose.

Seconds after the day, melody seems to be more beautiful. Expect nothing, and live frugally on surprise. Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow but happy. There are basically moments in which you're in touch with the meaning of life, when your relationship to the rest of the universe make sense. Looking at the charmful smile with the cleanest mind, I felt like I just want to spend my life like you.

You fill my day with your smile and giggle. And I just enjoy every moment being with you. Even when is only 4hours. Your giggle never leave my mind, you touch never leave my receptors. I love you, Jaede.

You,

Don't let all things bother you and live a happy life. An hour that I'll never forget. Even if we looks like we don't care, but we both knew that we actually care, a lot.

You somehow laid on my mind when all this is laid out.

I trust you but I don't rely on you.

I like you but i don't like you that way. : )

And this, had just made another happy day.

what a week.

I m tired I m exhausted but somehow I just can't calm down my emotions I can't handle this frustration I can't sleep. All the stress that accumulates, somehow is killing me. All those restless nights, all those frustration, just never seems want to go away. I wish I may, I wish I can, I wish the world to stop right here, and let me sort things out, clear those thoughts, I wish I may, I wish I can, have a goodnight sleep. I wish I may, I wish I can, arise in a desire morning. My dictionary somehow lost the word- happy but build with stress and tensions. I m about to go crazy about to go insane about to go to hell. For Christ's sake, please., please let me go. Please set me free. Looking out the window trying so hard to tidy thoughts, but somehow it just doesn't seems to work so well. I need time I need rest in wonderland, I need comfort by the sweetest being, i need warmth being around a biggest hug. I need I need I need it so bad. I need a doctor if all this go on, as I already lost my mind. God bless me. I want to be just like the birds, flying around freely above the sky. I want to be just like a baby, being so pampered by everyone around. All I need all I want, is just words but nothing in reality. I want to go to a beach, with the strong sea breeze blowing on my skin, enjoy the nature of the world and have some fun.

break down in the inside

Starry starry night, sorrow shadow appear up at the starry starry sky. At this split second, I have no reason for myself but felt extremely empty extremely upset and exhausted. Sadness like fire burning in the heart. I hate to break down, nothing up ahead, out of middle of nowhere knowing I'm in trouble if this wheel stop rolling. For Christ's sake, help me keep me moving somehow. Never give me up, I made it this far without crying a single tear.