what a week.

I m tired I m exhausted but somehow I just can't calm down my emotions I can't handle this frustration I can't sleep. All the stress that accumulates, somehow is killing me. All those restless nights, all those frustration, just never seems want to go away. I wish I may, I wish I can, I wish the world to stop right here, and let me sort things out, clear those thoughts, I wish I may, I wish I can, have a goodnight sleep. I wish I may, I wish I can, arise in a desire morning. My dictionary somehow lost the word- happy but build with stress and tensions. I m about to go crazy about to go insane about to go to hell. For Christ's sake, please., please let me go. Please set me free. Looking out the window trying so hard to tidy thoughts, but somehow it just doesn't seems to work so well. I need time I need rest in wonderland, I need comfort by the sweetest being, i need warmth being around a biggest hug. I need I need I need it so bad. I need a doctor if all this go on, as I already lost my mind. God bless me. I want to be just like the birds, flying around freely above the sky. I want to be just like a baby, being so pampered by everyone around. All I need all I want, is just words but nothing in reality. I want to go to a beach, with the strong sea breeze blowing on my skin, enjoy the nature of the world and have some fun.