The collapsed feeling under my skin. There's that fallen heart feeling that rushed right through the moments where I should've been paying attention. Like an hourglass, eventually everything will hits the bottom, and all I can do, is just wait until someone comes around and turn it around. Life is simple, but is just not easy. Sometimes we have to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel. Sometimes we just have to go with, 'whatever happens, happens'. Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone. Do not be troubled about the future, for it is not yet come. Live in the present and make it so beautiful, that will be worth remembering. Words are just so easy to say but somehow, is just too hard to perform. People need people, and friends need friends. Just in knowing that someone cares and hold us close in their thoughts and prayers. But seems there is no such someone around. We rob ourselves of life's greatest need, when we lock up our heart, and I just did it. You trip me push me call my name on the street, I kept walking forward with my hands in a fist and words stuck in my mouth biting my lips closed. I never cry my eyes out almost never, for my mum and dad that I pull myself back into a piece. What is there so much to think of and so much to worry of? But I just can't help, things just appear in my mind and it keep me down. Forcing a smile on my face isn't that difficult anymore when I'm doing that always. Throwing all this back of my mind, there is happy moments spending time with you friends. You friends are those one who bring me back in line and not to make things complicated. I shall not lock up my heart and let you friends in yes I shall. I shall not look back and shall not look too far ahead when things now is not solve. Yes I shall. Whatever happens, happens. So lets call it a day and tomorrow is a fresh new wonderful start!
