the best thing of national service

The best thing of being in national service is not just that we gain experience, we meet new friends, learn to be independent.. Is that life there is no stress, no pressure.. everything is plan and arrange for you day and night and we just need to follow, all activities, 6meals a day, my 3months there, i enjoyed myself like shit, i meet tons of friends, trainers, i have fun.. they pampered me like shit i love it, i love it.. 3months is never enough, I would like, i would love to have another year, 10years or more of life like this, without stress and pressure, and do not need any thinking and worries,. College life somehow is so stressful for me, i can feel all the pressure from all fields.. life is hectic, life is tiring, life now is nothing wonderful like the 3months i have in national service, and that's why, i miss life in national service, surrounded by friends and trainers, family on weekends, i couldn't find a word or a sentences to describe how much i love life in national service,..

everything is easy just by saying., easy to say, difficult to do..

" be always humble, gentle and patient, show your love by being tolerant with one another, do your best to preserve the unity with the spirit..." " my teaching will give you a long and prosperous life, never let go of layalty and faithfulness, tie them round your neck, write them on your heart... be rational, avoid adultery, don't be lazy, be honest, be generous, avoid sin...

-just crapping-

Difficulties are opportunities to better things; they are stepping stones to greater experience. Perhaps someday you will be thankful for some temporary failure in a particular direction. When one door closes, another always opens., hopefully..~

wisdom talk

Let go of your attachment to being right, and suddenly your mind is more open. You're able to benefit from the unique viewpoints of others, without being crippled by your own judgment. Mistakes are part of the dues that one pays for a full life. It's never too late—in fiction or in life—to revise. There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alter the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them. To love what you do and feel that it matters—how could anything be more fun? Failure, failure is an event, never a person. Failure is a detour, not a dead-end street. Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently. Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. All life is an experiment. Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact. Life is easy, but don't take it easy. I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day. In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on. Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it.Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it.Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it.Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it.Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it.Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it.Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it.Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it. You cannot discover the purpose of life by asking someone else - the only way you'll ever get the right answer is by asking yourself.

i m so gonna try asking for a car even though i dont reaaly want one.. just for the sake of the bus.. the bus is always hell full, today i m like standing outside of the bus.. so scary.. and bus is never punture, makes me late for class sometimes.. SUCKS.. hmm, life is tiring here and sickening.. the environment here is just too polluted, i cant stnd it i hate it.. if i stand outside for too long, i feel like, i want to vomit.,.. arghh..! Lousy cab driver went to the wrong place, double the price it should be.. wtf.. i m sick of the environment and public transport, but i do look forward for something, is just too fun being with u guys, laughter, joy.. i love my friends..~ and yea, i drop accounting, so currently i m taking math , chemistry and economics.. well, i like all of them, but i like them doesnt mean i will do good, ahahaa,.. prove to the world..!! out of difficultied, make miracle..!! God bless me..

Is the second week I'm started college in Help damansara, KL.. everything is going smooth except for transportation. I wake up 6 in the morning as i need to catch the bus at 7:25.. If i miss it, the next one will be 7:45 which I'll be late for class.. But everytime I'm late bcoz the 7:25 bus is always too full to fit everybody.. Rapid KL, i m so so sick of it.. what I hate the most was, the bus stop so far away, i have to walk 10mins to reach my place, hot and totally polluted environment.. I always get headache after all the "travel" to reach college, and home.. College, I made alot of new friends, there're all nice and friendly, funny, smart assess.. lol.. All lecturers are great, especially miss Lai and mr Lawrence.. lol.. The not so good thing was, just nerd but no hot dude.. ahaha, well.. who cares.. M&M minis is my snack that i chew everyday, is like drugs.. lol. i've been spending alot this days, books, photostat fees for the first semester, kitchen thing, ingredients to cook, transportation fees, wow..! my monthly allowance can cover the first month, the follow month then yes.. I can't imagine when the electric bill come.. I m empty, everything is $ $ $.. i've been spending my duit titikan peluh dan darah now since monthly allowance 'done' in 2 weeks.. i have to skip meals, eat roti for breakfast and lunch.. hopefully next month will be better la, but anyway i m considering loosing some weight, so skipping meals is helping.. lol.. the environment here is getting worse each day.. Studies, so far so good.. But i can feel the PRESSURE coming towards me, stressful la weh..! God bless me..~