We are unique

I’m still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be, for I have also learned from experience that that greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions and not upon our circumstances.

I shall not let all things bother me. I should be grateful to those who have denounced me, for they have increased my wisdom and concentration. I should be grateful to those who have made me stumble, for they have strengthened my ability. I should be grateful to those who have abandoned me, for they have taught me to be independent. I should be grateful to those who have deceived me, for they have deepened my insight. I should also be grateful to those who have hurt me, for they have reinforced my determination.

In life, people comes and go, those who doesn’t stay are those who does not matter and those who stay are those we should appreciate. Things happen for a reason, may I have the wisdom to face the reality and accept the true nature of things. I shall not play the blame game and I shall not whine, things happen for a reason. Is never the loss that counts, is always the gain that matters.

For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us but not drown us. I was always looking outside myself for strength and confident, but it comes from within, it is there all the time.

The bird of paradise alights only upon hand that does not grasp. When things don’t seem to go right, there is always another way. Like a blanket to short, you pull it up and your toes rebel. You yank it down and shivers meander about your shoulder, but cheerful folks draw their knees up and pass a comfortable night. A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles then any wonder drug.

May this be a reminder to me and to those who in need. Take each step forward as a challenge, let in the good times and get through the bad. Believe in yourself that you are full of untapped potential. We are unique.

friends..

My sister and I at the airport sending my dad off to Singapore. Melisa, Fi and I at bangsar village after chemistry unit1 paper. Furball, Fi and I at nasi lemak antarabangsa.

♥ wish i could keep that much longer ♥

silly but make us smile and stay

As sweet and musical, when love speaks, makes heaven drowsy with the harmony.
The memories gather like drifting snow.
It was a durable fire, ever burning in the mind, never sick never old never dead.
It enables us to put the deepest feelings and fears in the palm of each other’s hand.
Little by little, like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies.
The irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Those days, were silly but it make us smile and stay.
We are not the same person this year as last.
Some might think holding on make us stronger, but sometimes it is letting go that make life better.
I once don’t want to say goodbye, you’re the one who set it up and you’re the one to make it stop.
What meant to be will always find a way.
I wish you could know how much I love those smile.
We flatter those we scarcely know, we please the fleeting guest.
And deal full many a thoughtless blow, to those who love us best.
Let’s let it be and see how it goes, we shall too move on.

Dumb Dumb

Knowing that my dad is in hardship but I just don’t seems to be doing any good in those papers.

Sad, guilt and fear

Guilt,
Surrounding me.
Fear,
Burst through me.
I could have done better.
I’m really sorry, my parents my friends my lecturers,
I’m sorry, my Lord.
I couldn’t explain the feeling I felt under my heart,
I’m shivering as I’m scared.
I’m guilty as I never try.
Is too late for me to realized,
Delightful conversation with you tonight,
Make me realized.
Set that as target take you as reflect.
Hoping to be better one night.
Is time to wake up from the days you just play play play and play.
Is time to be serious and chase back the days.
I’m sorry and I know I was wrong,
Please do not give up on me, have mercy on me, be there for me, support me, encourage me, help me, remind me, control me, tell me, explain to me, stay with me!

The making of success

I’ve exceeded my limit tonight. I’ve fully and efficiently utilized my resources.
Somehow, I’ve never see myself anything like now.
I just want to prove, I just want to let you know, that I can do so too.
I am trying to prove you wrong that what you’ve judge earlier was not the truth.
I’m also trying to show myself I’m not too bad.
I may not be good compared to the rest but what for comparing.
I am what I am, I am who I am.
I want to let you know that I can do it if I want to.
Is just the matter of whether I want to or I don’t.
I’ve never been this way,
But at this moment, I want to try my best.
May Lord continue to bless me, guide me and shine Your lights on me,
Amen.

Is the matter of time

Tonight a special night
Talking to my friends about you, about us
Wonder about all the things we’ve done together
Thought about all the words we’ve said to each other
Recalling about the comfort being together
The fairytale that we wondered
The love that we once embrace
I can’t put in plain words
Your name burst through all the walls I’d built
You melt a frozen heart tonight.
If fate happens to bring us along again.
Let’s see how it goes!
Love,
Love is so simple,
Isn’t it?
We meet, we‘re attracted, get to know and like each other,
And think we’ll always be together.
Follow your heart.

A little of spark

A gentle touch on the forehead,
A zealous kiss on the cheek,
Here is it, the ending
Question to questions,
Never end up getting an answer.
You own the trigger,
So what, you don’t own it towards the end
Never know but nothing less
The feeling under my skin
The words under my mind
But it all doesn’t matter now
Here is it, the ending.

new year

Is been so long and on new year day I hold the trigger,
and it ends at 12.00am 2nd January 2010..